September 2, 2016
Evans Blue – Alone Not Lonely
Days of watching Evanescence haunts me yet again. I’ve never felt this energy, and I like it. I can’t stay back down. Even if I have to do this alone, I will.
I’m alone, I’m not lonely
I can’t let you in
I feel like choking then holding
You’re breaking the skin
This isn’t hope that I’m holding
No love you can give
Not lonely, I’ve chosen
To bleed here again and again
You’re a plaque on the wall or a knickknack haiku
You’re the voice of a guilty man who doesn’t call your name
Until he needs to be lied to
Call me vicious, cast your stones on me
You’re the death of a million men
You’re the face we defend with a patient virtue
You’re the judge of when a life should end
Or when a war begins, you’re such a perfect statue
You wear your necklace like you wear your noose
You fear your comfort anyway you choose
But I’m not like you!
I’m alone, I’m not lonely
I can’t let you in
I feel like choking then holding
You’re breaking the skin
This isn’t hope that I’m holding
No love you can give
Not lonely, I’ve chosen
To bleed here again and again
Now I wake up to the sound of the mourning
I feel infection
Eyes shut to the absent heartbeat
Too late to question
Will you surrender or will you lose
I love the way you blur your vision, I feel your passion
Never give up until the path you’re living finds your intention
Call me evil cause I’m not like you
You fear your comfort anyway you choose
But I’m not like you!
I’m alone, I’m not lonely
I can’t let you in
I feel like choking then holding
You’re breaking the skin
This isn’t hope that I’m holding
No love you can give
Not lonely, I’ve chosen
To bleed here again and again
One man buys the life
That someone controls the night
He died…
I’m alone, I’m not lonely
I can’t let you in
I feel like choking then holding
You’re breaking the skin
This isn’t hope that I’m holding
No love you can give
Not lonely, I’ve chosen
To bleed here again and again
September 1, 2016
The Sam Willows – All Time High
I saw you
walked from the doorway
Never thought that youwould look my way
I saw you
closed door behind you
and now my heart bleeds
for you to stayBut somewhere in between our lives and all of time
We can say that we were one
and I was your and you were mineCause you’re my all time high
You’re my all time high
Cause you’re my all time high
Cause you’re my all time high
walked from the doorway
Never thought that you
would look my way
I saw you
closed door behind you
and now my heart bleeds
for you to stay
But somewhere in between our lives and all of time
We can say that we were one
and I was your and you were mine
Cause you’re my all time high
You’re my all time high
Cause you’re my all time high
Cause you’re my all time high
We’re coming apart
Right where we started
Picking my heart
From off the floor
So come on let’s go
Blast through the night
I’m looking at you for the rest of my life
Cause you’re my all time high
You’re my all time high
Cause you’re my all time high
Cause you’re my all time high
I’m losing you
broken bottles and everything
This is how we say goodbye
But somewhere in between our lives and all of time
We can say that we were one and I was yours and you were mine
Cause you’re my all time high
Cause you’re my all time high
Cause you’re my all time high
Cause you’re my all time high
I saw you
walked from the doorway
Never thought that you
would look my way
I saw you
closed door behind you
and now my heart beats
for you to stay
September 21, 2016
Blue October – Light You Up
Posted in Images, Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post, Song Comment tagged Blue October, sweet, waves at 3:44 pm by LynxLee
Remember what abuse did
It’s time you look at facing
As if you were in anyway understood
It always lowered me to downsize
It always lowered my faith
But it’s in the corner rising next to me
It’s in the corner like it upstage
I can’t explain the way I feel inside
Maybe because it’s I’m through
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up
So I light you up
You can’t admit your poison
Go run and hide
Fuck you
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up
I said I wouldn’t fail you
It’s something sorry couldn’t sell you
A slow rain, a time bomb
Disconnect it won’t erase what I’d done wrong
In no way is it worth
Losing everything I am including these words
Your heart in my hands
I’m sick as all my secrets that’s why this hurts
I can’t explain the way I feel inside
Maybe because it’s I’m through
Yeah, you heard it
So I light you up
You can’t admit your poison
Go run and hide
Fuck you
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up
‘Cause they’ll put me in the crazy house
And it put me in the crazy farm
And I’m never gonna get back out
I’m never ever gonna treat you wrong
Get down to the earth and the people
Get down to the earth in your bed
That’s where I’m gonna go
And where I’ll never go
When I’m in my motherfucking head.
So tell your mom, tell your dad, tell your family
That I’m beyond the unreasonable sinking ship
You see I never took the time
Never took the time
Never took the time
To learn all about these things you call a relationship
I can’t explain the way I feel inside
Maybe because it’s
Fuck you
Yeah, you heard it
So I light you up
You can’t admit your poison
Go run and hide
I’m through
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up
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