September 2, 2016

Evans Blue – Alone Not Lonely

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Song Comment tagged , at 2:01 pm by LynxLee

Days of watching Evanescence haunts me yet again. I’ve never felt this energy, and I like it. I can’t stay back down. Even if I have to do this alone, I will.

tumblr_nl9idgYHrQ1rd67i2o1_500I’m alone, I’m not lonely
I can’t let you in
I feel like choking then holding
You’re breaking the skin
This isn’t hope that I’m holding
No love you can give
Not lonely, I’ve chosen
To bleed here again and again

You’re a book, you’re a photograph
You’re a plaque on the wall or a knickknack haiku
You’re the voice of a guilty man who doesn’t call your name
Until he needs to be lied to
Call me vicious, cast your stones on me
You’re the death of a million men
You’re the face we defend with a patient virtue
You’re the judge of when a life should end
Or when a war begins, you’re such a perfect statue

You wear your necklace like you wear your noose
You fear your comfort anyway you choose
But I’m not like you!

I’m alone, I’m not lonely
I can’t let you in
I feel like choking then holding
You’re breaking the skin
This isn’t hope that I’m holding
No love you can give
Not lonely, I’ve chosen
To bleed here again and again

Now I wake up to the sound of the mourning
I feel infection
Eyes shut to the absent heartbeat
Too late to question
Will you surrender or will you lose
I love the way you blur your vision, I feel your passion
Never give up until the path you’re living finds your intention

Call me evil cause I’m not like you
You fear your comfort anyway you choose
But I’m not like you!

I’m alone, I’m not lonely
I can’t let you in
I feel like choking then holding
You’re breaking the skin
This isn’t hope that I’m holding
No love you can give
Not lonely, I’ve chosen
To bleed here again and again

One man buys the life
That someone controls the night
He died…

I’m alone, I’m not lonely
I can’t let you in
I feel like choking then holding
You’re breaking the skin
This isn’t hope that I’m holding
No love you can give
Not lonely, I’ve chosen
To bleed here again and again

July 4, 2016

Leslie Odom Jr. (Hamilton Musical) – Wait For It

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post tagged , , at 11:19 am by LynxLee

This song has a little anchor in me because growing up, I’ve always felt like I need to wait for whatever I wanted. I’m not the driven kind of person to chase after something, I take my time analysing every single move I need to make in order to slowly take the shot. I do like doing things right away and I don’t really understand why people hesitate, but when it comes to anything involving emotions – I’m willing to wait for it.

I recalled my first job interview when the boss asked me “if I wanted to buy a product, what do I do? I told her that I’ll wait until the product comes into market and queue in line to buy it.” Apparently it was a horrible answer, they wanted an executor – a person who gets the job done. I guess I clearly wasn’t the right person for it. As embarrassing as it may sound, I wasn’t sure if I had what it takes to do something right the first time. I never do, I make my mistakes and try and try and try. (Give, give, give – until I’ve given up)

Sometimes you change so many times in your life, you revert back to your own self and think – what am I doing? My school years were great, I stayed true to myself as I explore how others think. In college, I had the priority and importance to keep satisfying others, befriend them, be one of them, do whatever it takes to blend in. When I started working, that’s when I understood that I’m just this unique person who doesn’t necessary need to always fit in a group. I can be just simply me and move around as I like.

Perhaps there’s more things to learn growing further past my 33 years, but for now I guess I’ll have to “Wait for it”.

09-leslie-odom-jr-hamilton.w1200.h630Love doesn’t discriminate
Between the sinners
And the saints
It takes and it takes and it takes
And we keep loving anyway
We laugh and we cry
And we break
And we make our mistakes
And if there’s a reason I’m by her side
When so many have tried
Then I’m willing to wait for it
I’m willing to wait for it

I am the one thing in life I can control

I am inimitable
I am an original

I’m not falling behind or running late

I’m not standing still
I am lying in wait

I’m willing to wait for it

[BURR]
Theodosia writes me a letter every day
I’m keeping the bed warm while her husband is away
He’s on the British side in Georgia
He’s trying to keep the colonies in line
But he can keep all of Georgia
Theodosia, she’s mine

Love doesn’t discriminate
Between the sinners
And the saints
It takes and it takes and it takes
And we keep loving anyway
We laugh and we cry
And we break
And we make our mistakes
And if there’s a reason I’m by her side
When so many have tried
Then I’m willing to wait for it
I’m willing to wait for it

[BURR]
My grandfather was a fire and brimstone preacher
But there are things that the
Homilies and hymns won’t teach ya
My mother was a genius
My father commanded respect
When they died they left no instructions
Just a legacy to protect

[MEN]
Preacher, preacher
Preacher

Teach ya, teach ya, teach ya

Respect, respect

[WOMEN]
Genius
[BURR/ENSEMBLE]
Death doesn’t discriminate
Between the sinners
And the saints
It takes and it takes and it takes
And we keep living anyway
We rise and we fall
And we break
And we make our mistakes
And if there’s a reason I’m still alive
When everyone who loves me has died
I’m willing to wait for it
I’m willing to wait for it

Wait for it

[ENSEMBLE]
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it

[BURR]
I am the one thing in life I can control

[ENSEMBLE]
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it

[BURR]
I am inimitable
I am an original

[ENSEMBLE]
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it

[BURR]
I’m not falling behind or running late

[ENSEMBLE]
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for it

[BURR]
I’m not standing still
I am lying in wait

[ENSEMBLE]
Wait
Wait
Wait

[BURR]
Hamilton faces an endless uphill climb

[ENSEMBLE]
Climb
Climb
Climb

[BURR]
He has something to prove
He has nothing to lose

[ENSEMBLE]
Lose
Lose
Lose
Lose

[BURR]
Hamilton’s pace is relentless
He wastes no time

[ENSEMBLE]
Time
Time
Time

[BURR]
What is it like in his shoes?

Hamilton doesn’t hesitate
He exhibits no restraint
He takes and he takes and he takes
And he keeps winning anyway
He changes the game
He plays and he raises the stakes
And if there’s a reason
He seems to thrive when so few survive, then Goddamnit—

[BURR]
I’m willing to wait for it

I’m willing to wait for it…

Life doesn’t discriminate
Between the sinners and the saints
It takes and it takes and it takes

We rise
We fall

And if there’s a reason I’m still alive
When so many have died
Then I’m willin’ to—
[COMPANY]
I’m willing to wait for it
Wait for it
Wait for…
I’m willing to—

Life doesn’t discriminate
Between the sinners and the saints
It takes and it takes and it takes
And we keep living anyway
We rise and we fall and we break
And we make our mistakes
And if there’s a reason I’m still alive
When so many have died
Then I’m willin’ to—

[BURR]
Wait for it…

Wait for it…
[WOMEN]
Wait for it…

Wait for it…

Wait for it…

Wait for it…

Wait for it…

[MEN]
Wait for it…

Wait for it…

Wait for it…

Wait for it…

Wait…

June 15, 2016

Blue October – Break Ground

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post, Song Comment tagged , at 1:48 pm by LynxLee

“If I could be good enough, then I would be blown away. And I could be their everyone, and I could be there everyday. If I could let go, then I could change the world, but I can’t stop always tearing myself down.”

I don’t think I’ve heard such a more profound lyric in such a nice relaxing tune. Perhaps it’s my own self limiting awareness, but it’s for my own comfort to be humble. I know I am good enough, but I do want to be good enough as well. This summarize how I feel when things bring me down. Ever since I posted Home, I started listening to this band’s album – I love the lyrics, vocals and style.

I feel like I could; Break Ground.

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If I could be good enough, then I would be blown away.
And I could be their everyone, and I could be there everyday.
If I could be good enough, then I could just glow.

If I could let go, then I could change the world, but I can’t stop always tearing myself down.
I can be good enough. Yeah, I will break ground.

Pain comes, lonely, weekend, shoulder, been here before.
Locked up, stepped on, so prominent, so loud, I can’t belong.
Only by my so wide-eyed other side I can’t belong.
Rain comes, priceless, do whatever works best, been here before.

If I could be good enough, then I would be blown away.
And I could be their everyone, and I could be there everyday.
If I could be good enough, then I could just glow.

If I could let go, then I could change the world, but I can’t stop always tearing myself down.
I can be good enough. Yeah, I will break ground.

I focus on the dawn, man, ’cause something doesn’t feel right.
I feel it in my bones like God is throwing stones. Yeah, I’m gonna find the light.
And the weight of what you’re going through is bigger than your will to change.
You have to start somewhere; despair won’t wear wherever again.

If I could be good enough, then I would be blown away.
And I could be their everyone, and I could be there everyday.
If I could be good enough, then I could just glow.

If I could let go, then I could change the world, but I can’t stop always tearing myself down.
I can be good enough. Yeah, I will break ground.

Proud. Calm. Loud. Strong. Heart. Soul. I let go.

If I could let go, then I could change the world, but I can’t stop always tearing myself down.
I can be good enough. Yeah, I will break ground, but I can’t stop always tearing myself down.
I can be good enough. Yeah, I will break ground. Yeah, I will break ground.
I can be good enough. Yeah, I will break ground.

June 13, 2016

Roxette – It Just Happens

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post, Song Comment tagged , at 12:07 am by LynxLee

It’s true, Roxette from Sweden – formed in 1986; just released a new music video on YouTube last month (18th May 2016).

Just like those lyrics, it’s true as well how it’s like to just fall in love. It’s such a beautiful thing, though it’s not really that simple.

All I know is, “Love takes time”; but “Your heart can never wait”. What I know from experience, love makes you do stupid things.

Is it worth the wait, you ask? I guess that’ll depend. Do you like to wait?

…Exactly.

Soulmates, Lovers, Partners, Confidant; call it what you want – Love Just Happens.

My favorite part of the lyrics below:

“Don’t underestimate
Your heart can never wait
And love will always find a way
It just happens and you don’t know what’s going on
If it’s new or if it’s been there since long
If it’s right or wrong”

Roxette-–-It-Just-Happens-mp3-download

It just happens
You don’t know what’s going on
If it’s new or if it’s been there since long
If it’s right or wrong
(Ah) you fall in love
(Ah) you fall in love

(Ah, woo-hoo)
(Ah, woo-hoo)
Oh, it just happens
(Ah, woo-hoo)
Oh, it just happens
(Ah, woo-hoo)

It’s a cabaret, taking over on a quiet lazy backseat day
And it’s so beautiful
Like the sunshine on your balcony
Just yesterday
Don’t underestimate
Your heart is never late
And love will always find a way

It just happens
You don’t know what’s going on
If it’s new or if it’s been there since long
If it’s right or wrong
(Ah) you fall in love
(Ah) you fall in love

You don’t have a say
Just let it slide and close your eyes and watch the passion play
Don’t underestimate
Your heart can never wait
And love will always find a way

(Ah) you fall in love
It just happens
(Ah) you fall in love
Oh, it just happens, oh yeah
(Ah) you fall in love
(Ah) it just happens, happens, oh
You fall in love

Don’t underestimate
Your heart can never wait
And love will always find a way
It just happens and you don’t know what’s going on
If it’s new or if it’s been there since long
If it’s right or wrong

(Ah) you fall in love
Oh, it just happens
(Ah) you fall in love
It just happens, oh
(Ah) you fall in love
Oh, it just happens, happens
(Ah) you fall in love
(Whoa, ah) you fall in love, woo-who
(Ah) you fall in love
(Ah) you fall in love
Oh yeah, it just happens, happens, oh
(Whoa, ah) you fall in love
(Ah) you fall in love

May 29, 2016

Evanescence – Tourniquet

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post tagged , at 7:03 pm by LynxLee

It’s been almost years since I listened to heavy rock bands like Evans Blue, Parabelle and the likes. This track, I’ve stumbled upon a karaoke machine application listening to someone singing this with a soulful feel to it along with pure angst. It’s almost like love and hate all in one. It’s dark music for sure, but sometimes this expression is comforting – particularly when someone makes you wanna scream inside (because you can’t scream for real).

It’s like a silent scream in your head – only you know how loud it could get. Perhaps I’m slightly insane, perhaps I’m normal; but when you get to the point where you start checking on yourself or others almost every few hours (or minutes or seconds) – it gets overwhelming. Looking in the mirror, measuring your heart-rate, your weight, your journal (sanity), your words you typed, your emails, your sms, your conversation, your clothing, your hair, your face, your actions, your reactions, your bank account, your floor, your car, your phone – I mean; you get my point.

You ran through that maze, but you didn’t really want to. You went to visit that friend/person, but you didn’t really want to. You did everything right, but in time – it turns out wrong. You mean what you said and did at that moment in time, but when situations changed – you knew it was what you meant then, but not anymore now. Dream and Desire – Warning and Withdrawals. Come and Go, Pick and Let Go. It’s not all simple and direct, isn’t it? You’re attractive and not up to your own standards at the same time.

Why/How do we keep doing this? Sometimes letting it all go and going for a swim or a run, or spending some time with your friends or family may be all you could rely on. To avoid being hurt or disappointed, you just stop doing what it is you do. Some point in time you wonder if anyone cares?! I mean, really does.

Show of hands – how many people you know would be there for you (and be sincerely honest and caringly love you) no matter what? Is that realistic?

It’s better detach from everything sometimes and just – just – BE. Maybe that’s how it feels like when you’re stuck for 3 months without anything to hold on to – you’d need to fully depend on yourself. Perhaps that’s normal – but I don’t believe that.

My God, I need help. Cleanse me. I feel like I’m somewhat numb from everything overwhelming. Perhaps I’ve asked for this, but certainly I can’t handle it alone.

But at the same time, I don’t really want your company. Not anymore.

Maybe.

Reference: http://genius.com/Evanescence-tourniquet-lyrics

hqdefault (1)Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me?
I’m dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

[Verse 1]
I tried to kill my pain
But only brought more
So much more
I lay dying
And I’m pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I’m dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

[Chorus]
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation [x2]

[Verse 2]
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me?
I’m dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

[Chorus]
{Screams: I WANT TO DIE!!!}
[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ
Tourniquet
My suicide

[Outro]
(Return to me salvation) [x2]

May 26, 2016

Kris Allen ft Pat Monahan – The Truth

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video tagged , , at 3:27 pm by LynxLee

hqdefaultTrying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it’s easier than telling the truth

Lying next to you
Wishing I could disappear
Let you fall asleep
And vanish out into thin air

It’s the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don’t see it
It’s the avalanche that looms above our heads
And we don’t believe it

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it’s easier than telling the truth

I still keep your photographs
I remember how we used to laugh
I can keep on losing sleep
If you’re okay with being torn in half

It’s the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don’t see it
It’s the avalanche that looms above our heads
And we don’t believe it

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it’s easier than telling the truth

Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning
And let the rain come in
Stop pretending that it’s not ending
And let the end begin, oh yeah…

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now, yeah
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it’s easier than telling the truth
It’s easier than telling the truth

May 24, 2016

Tori Kelly ft. Big Sean – Hollow

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post, Song Comment tagged , , at 6:02 pm by LynxLee

I’m in love! with Tori Kelly. I honestly feel that she has got to be one of the most underrated artist so far. I remember the first track I felt in love with was “Should’ve Been Us” (I mean, 27 million views can’t go wrong) – but for now I’m posting up Tori Kelly and Big Sean. I love her album, a lot of tracks with incredible vocals and meaningful lyrics. Dear No One, I Was Made For Loving You, Unbreakable Smile, All In My Head – perhaps it appeals to my memories, but it feels vaguely familiar indeed.

According to her,

“Hollow,” for me, is very directly connected to me and my faith – it’s like my love song to God. I tried to fill that hole with a bunch of only things, and I just know that Jesus is the only one that can fill it.

Perhaps that’s how I feel sometimes, I’m detached from prayer and the faith that I’m protected and loved. Then again, doesn’t everybody?
Like, I used to have visitors here. Now I’ll be surprised if anyone mentioned that I post anything here.

*Hello!*

*echos-back* – yep, Hollow.

TKELLY_Hollow-single-cover_SN3[Chorus: Tori Kelly]
So hold me
Wrap me in love, fill up my cup
Empty and only your love can fill up my cup
Cause I’m hollow
Yeah, I’m hollow, oh oh oh
Cause I’m hollow
Yeah, I’m hollow, oh oh oh

[Verse 3: Big Sean]
Look, I know you’ve been up at night
Tryna sleep with one eye open
Cryin’ out enough tears, you could fill up the Atlantic Ocean
No fun bein’ home alone, we learn this from Macaulay Culkin
So I’m just waitin’ on you
I’ve been callin’, pick me up
I know you need to pick me up
I need you to come grip me up, you my baby girl no sippy cup
Cup half empty or half full, I mean neither way just come and fill me up
Let’s take it back to the old days, head downtown and light the city up
On the late-late-late night, just pick a date then it’s date night
Karaoke, no stage fright
Girl, you was made for the stage light
Cause you got that phenomenal, most honorable
Got me fallin’, domino
Take you home to mama though, you know


[Verse 1: Tori Kelly]
I don’t wanna be the last man standing
I don’t wanna be the lonely one
Picking petals when the party’s over
No, it’s not any fun[Pre-Chorus: Tori Kelly]
Cause I’m fragile
And you know this

[Chorus: Tori Kelly]
So hold me
Wrap me in love, fill up my cup
Empty and only your love can fill up my cup
Cause I’m hollow
Yeah, I’m hollow, oh oh oh
Cause I’m hollow
Yeah, I’m hollow, oh oh oh

[Verse 2: Tori Kelly]
I don’t wanna be the first one folding
I don’t wanna be the joker heart
Tell me, darling, will you understand me?
And not show me your cards?

[Pre-Chorus: Tori Kelly]
Cause I’m paper-thin
And you, you make me whole again

[Chorus: Tori Kelly]
So hold me
Wrap me in love, fill up my cup
Empty and only your love can fill up my cup
Cause I’m hollow
Yeah, I’m hollow, oh oh oh
Cause I’m hollow
Yeah, I’m hollow, oh oh oh

[Verse 3: Big Sean]
Look, I know you’ve been up at night
Tryna sleep with one eye open
Cryin’ out enough tears, you could fill up the Atlantic Ocean
No fun bein’ home alone, we learn this from Macaulay Culkin
So I’m just waitin’ on you
I’ve been callin’, pick me up
I know you need to pick me up
I need you to come grip me up, you my baby girl no sippy cup
Cup half empty or half full, I mean neither way just come and fill me up
Let’s take it back to the old days, head downtown and light the city up
On the late-late-late night, just pick a date then it’s date night
Karaoke, no stage fright
Girl, you was made for the stage light
Cause you got that phenomenal, most honorable
Got me fallin’, domino
Take you home to mama though, you know

[Chorus: Tori Kelly]
And hold me
Wrap me in love, fill up my cup
Empty, cause only your love can fill up my cup
So hold me
Wrap me in love, fill up my cup
Empty and only your love can fill up my cup
Cause I’m hollow
Yeah, I’m hollow, oh oh oh
Cause I’m hollow
Yeah, I’m hollow, oh oh oh
Cause I’m hollow (yeah)
Yeah, I’m hollow, oh oh oh (oh yeah)
Cause I’m hollow (I’m hollow)
Yeah, I’m hollow, oh oh oh

May 16, 2016

Justin Timberlake – Can’t Stop The Feeling

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post, Song Comment tagged , at 12:02 pm by LynxLee

I know I’m a little bit of an extremist when I enjoy the “End of The Road” from Boyz II Men and yet love to dance – or at least to feel like dancing (This Track). It’s a little bit of that emotion that makes your heart pound – that’s just how it feels like to be alive. Gotta love it.

justin_timberlake_cant_stop_the_feelingI got that sunshine in my pocket
Got that good song in my feet
I feel that hot blood in my body when it drops
I can’t take my eyes up off it, moving so phenomenally
You gon’ like the way we rock it, so don’t stop


[Verse 1:]
I got this feeling inside my bones
It goes electric, wavey when I turn it on
All through my city, all through my home
We’re flying up, no ceiling, when we in our zone

[Pre-Chorus 1:]
I got that sunshine in my pocket
Got that good song in my feet
I feel that hot blood in my body when it drops
I can’t take my eyes up off it, moving so phenomenally
You gon’ like the way we rock it, so don’t stop

[Chorus:]
Under the lights when everything goes
Nowhere to hide when I’m getting you close
When we move, well, you already know
So just imagine, just imagine, just imagine
Nothing I can see but you when you dance, dance, dance
Feeling good, good, creeping up on you
So just dance, dance, dance, come on
All those things I should do to you
But you dance, dance, dance
And ain’t nobody leaving soon, so keep dancing

[Post-Chorus 1:]
I can’t stop the feeling
So just dance, dance, dance
I can’t stop the feeling
So just dance, dance, dance, come on

[Verse 2:]
Ooh, it’s something magical
It’s in the air, it’s in my blood, it’s rushing on
I don’t need no reason, don’t need control
I fly so high, no ceiling, when I’m in my zone

[Pre-Chorus 2:]
Cause I got that sunshine in my pocket
Got that good song in my feet
I feel that hot blood in my body when it drops
I can’t take my eyes up off it, moving so phenomenally
You gon’ like the way we rock it, so don’t stop

[Chorus:]
Under the lights when everything goes
Nowhere to hide when I’m getting you close
When we move, well, you already know
So just imagine, just imagine, just imagine
Nothing I can see but you when you dance, dance, dance
Feeling good, good, creeping up on you
So just dance, dance, dance, come on
All those things I should do to you
But you dance, dance, dance
And ain’t nobody leaving soon, so keep dancing

[Post-Chorus 2:]
I can’t stop the feeling
So just dance, dance, dance
I can’t stop the feeling
So just dance, dance, dance
I can’t stop the feeling
So just dance, dance, dance
I can’t stop the feeling
So keep dancing, come on

[Bridge:]
I can’t stop the, I can’t stop the
I can’t stop the, I can’t stop the
I can’t stop the feeling

[Chorus:]
Nothing I can see but you when you dance, dance, dance
(I can’t stop the feeling)
Feeling good, good, creeping up on you
So just dance, dance, dance, come on
(I can’t stop the feeling)
All those things I should do to you
But you dance, dance, dance
(I can’t stop the feeling)
And ain’t nobody leaving soon, so keep dancing

[Post-Chorus 3:]
Everybody sing
(I can’t stop the feeling)
Got this feeling in my body
(I can’t stop the feeling)
Got this feeling in my body
(I can’t stop the feeling)
Wanna see you move your body
(I can’t stop the feeling)
Got this feeling in my body
Break it down
Got this feeling in my body
Can’t stop the feeling
Got this feeling in my body, come on

March 8, 2016

Shawn Hook – Sound Of Your Heart

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post tagged , , , , , at 10:48 am by LynxLee

There was a post recently about how great it feels to be single and waking up in your home that you own, doing anything that you like. No schedules, no dependencies, no emotions to affect, no rights/wrongs and so on. I found it for your reference.

I read it and my friend (who was married) said that that’s how it feels like and it’s quite addictive. That is something I can’t process for some reason. Addictive to be living independently alone. I watched “Mr. Robot” recently and even hackers get stoned trying to deal with the thought of being alone, psychiatrist too. Maybe it’s how I grown up, maybe it’s just me. I never liked to be alone.

There’s always the fun of affecting people – whether bad or good. Now that’s addicting to me. Sometimes you can’t help but affect someone in a bad way, I don’t think that wrong, I personally think that’s just a different point of view. Try wearing their shoes.. (not literally) Perhaps you might change your mind? Then again, being too dependant on people isn’t as good. I guess in the end of the day, it’s up to us.

We pick the sound we want to hear – some just like the sound of heartbeats.

Shawn_Hook_-_Sound_of_Your_Heart_(Official_Single_Cover)You were my courage
My sword and shield
Grace under pressure
My wall of steel
I was a stone
Weighing us down
You were the angel I chained to the ground
I miss the way you undress
I miss your head on my chest

You showed me heaven
You rang a bell
I played with matches
It hurt like hell
Asleep, awake
You’re all I see
I can’t escape you, can’t set you free
I miss your full moon rising
Catching a breath in silence

[Verse 1]
You were my courage
My sword and shield
Grace under pressure
My wall of steel
I was a stone
Weighing us down
You were the angel I chained to the ground
I miss the way you undress
I miss your head on my chest

[Pre-Chorus]
Can’t stop this bleeding
Can’t stop you leaving
I’m missing the sound of your heart beating

[Chorus]
Baby I’m in love with you
Oh, and I’m missing the sound of your heart beating
Baby you were mine to lose
Oh, and I’m missing the sound of your heart beating

[Verse 2]
You showed me heaven
You rang a bell
I played with matches
It hurt like hell
Asleep, awake
You’re all I see
I can’t escape you, can’t set you free
I miss your full moon rising
Catching a breath in silence

[Pre-Chorus]
Can’t stop this bleeding
Can’t stop you leaving
I’m missing the sound of your heart beating

[Chorus]
Baby I’m in love with you
Oh, and I’m missing the sound of your heart beating
Baby you were mine to lose
Oh, and I’m missing the sound of your heart beating

[Hook]
(Missing you, missing you)
I’m missing the sound of your heart beating
(Missing you, missing you)
I’m missing the sound of your heart beating
Baby I’m comin, baby I’m comin
Tell me now baby I’ll come running
Baby I’m comin, baby I’m comin
Say the word baby I’ll come running

[Chorus]
Baby I’m in love with you
Oh, and I’m missing the sound of your heart beating
Baby you were mine to lose
Oh, and I’m missing the sound of your heart beating

[Outro]
Oh, I’m missing the sound, I’m missing the sound of your beating, beating
I’m missing the sound of your heart beating
Missing you, missing you
Oh and I’m missing the sound of your heart beating
Missing you, missing you
Oh, and I’m missing the sound of your heart beating
Beating, beating
Oh, I’m missing the sound of your heart beating

December 18, 2015

Jay Sean – All I Want

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post, Song Comment tagged , , at 4:42 pm by LynxLee

While at work today, I’ve somehow dwelved into the memory of how I’ve been betrayed by my past lover. The song “Stolen” from Jay Sean popped up in my mind and I’ve been listening to that track for some time. It’s a strange feeling of comfort when you listen to a song about your current situation, it just brings you back or to a new place. Surely, not everybody is like me. My wife wouldn’t understand how I feel, but when I recall that one time my wife goes berzerk over how I misbehaved (yes I did, I’m human) – the rap below just “spitted” out of me. Honestly though, I prefer to live life as transparent as I can – that’s why I’m rarely afraid.. especially if you can understand me. “It’s all about.. you..”

jwntTake my phone if it helps, it ain’t even password protected
It’s just the truth I’ve accepted
It’s what I should have expected
You saw those messages from next bitches
I told you all of those lies
I thought we dealt with it so why mention it?
I can’t move on if you don’t try
Nah, nah, nah, never that, think again
Shit, I’ve been there through thick and thin
Baby there was that once you keep reminding me of
But you can’t call that shit love, she can’t come in between us
Us no girl, you know I only want you

Early in the morning I wake up to you
Asking me if I’d ever lie to you[Pre-Hook:]
Cause if you didn’t notice I came home to you
Cause baby lovin’ you is all I ever wanna do

[Hook x2:]
Girl I only want you
You the only one I want
It’s only us two
Cause baby you the one
And lovin’ you is all I ever wanna do

All I wanna do
All I wanna do
And lovin’ you is all I ever wanna do

Yo what’s with the all the questions asking me what time I came home to you?
And what’s with all the checking on me, I only got one thing to prove

[Pre-Hook]

[Hook x2]

Take my phone if it helps, it ain’t even password protected
It’s just the truth I’ve accepted
It’s what I should have expected
You saw those messages from next bitches
I told you all of those lies
I thought we dealt with it so why mention it?
I can’t move on if you don’t try
Nah, nah, nah, never that, think again
Shit, I’ve been there through thick and thin
Baby there was that once you keep reminding me of
But you can’t call that shit love, she can’t come in between us
Us no girl, you know I only want you

[Hook x2]

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