December 21, 2017

NF – Real

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post, Song Comment tagged , , at 9:57 pm by LynxLee

WOO!

I relate to this. I get so frustrated when people don’t understand the emotional state I get in when situations happen. I’ve been told to keep quiet way too often, I’ve been told to be careful with my words, not to aim so high, not to be too much of a stand out, not to overdo things, every time I want to do something big – I get shrunken back down and told to be humble and calm down. Some people want me to be less this and more that, I never get it. It’s clear – I’ll just avoid you. I’ve changed too many times for no good reason and no good has ever come from it.

An interesting thing I realized this morning as I was listening to Jim Carrey’s commencement speech at Maharishi University of Management – The Need for Acceptance will make you Invisible. At around the third minute (3:00), I just came to a realization that if I were to be thinking in a pessimistic mind, it’s also because of my ego. I mean, throughout college – I work (in mindset) so hard to ensure that I’m not egotistical, cocky, arrogant but I seems like when we set our mind to think “They’re better than me” – it’s also the work of an ego. What a revelation of thinking. I guess it’s a matter of balance.

NF’s tracks has given me a release of mind from the typical angry mind of Eminem, or the other songs posted in this blog with anger. His words aren’t twisted, they’re real life and there’s no curses or any weird lyrics. I mean, I like his words – being real, not weak or too much of a certainty.

I admit, I DO HAVE a problem with people who always thinks they are right. They don’t second guess themselves, no apologies, won’t admit mistakes and always try to control me when they don’t have any empathy or sense of how we feel in that moment. I’m easily influenced and easily flexible; but I mean, I’m very emphatic. I can feel most emotions around me and I navigate my life through as I sense them. Perhaps that’s my curse, and also my gift.

When someone is angry at me, I navigate away from them. When someone is disappointed, I try my level best to ensure I don’t again. I’m very emotional, I do whatever I can to protect my family. I make sure I be the best Son/Brother/Husband/Father/Friend I can. It never make sense to me to just keep quiet and do nothing – i.e. inactive.

Call me crazy; and maybe I need Therapy – but don’t call me dumb, ignorant or fake. I’m just being Real.

I get so frustrated, take a look at what I created
Time is wasting and I ain’t waiting

I’m a doctor with no job
Me, I don’t have no patience
I keep pacing back and forth, I keep racing
You ain’t never been in my book and I got a problem with it, why? ‘Cause you acting like you read my pages
I wreck these stages, real talk, better give me space ’cause I am chasing
Something they told me that I won’t make it, I’m not famous, I’m just Nathan

And I wonder how the world gon’ take this
They might hate it, but you don’t know anything about me, you know that don’t mean I’m changing
‘Cause you know I’m real with it, don’t care if you feeling it
I’m feeling it, you don’t like it then deal with it, and if God ain’t real, real isn’t
You still wonder why I existed, I exist in the world that’s real different
And what you gon’ be when you grow up, Nate? I doubt they will get it

My life is a mess, better watch your step when you step in it
Some of this brain is off limits I’m off in a world that you don’t get ’cause you ain’t ever been in it
In 10 minutes, I still couldn’t explain what’s inside my brain, don’t mess with it
I’ve invested a lot of me inside these lines, I’m just protecting ’em

Everybody wanna hear the real version of life then don’t get so sensitive
When I say something a little bit raw
I jot my thoughts and they call it negative
You wanna know where my heart is?
I stand out ’cause I wear my garbage

I work my hardest and every time I look into the mirror, don’t forget about where I started

Tell me what am I doing here?
If I’m not being real, mmm

Yeah, real music
Yeah
Yo, ya just get in that, you get in that head space, ya know

Somebody get the body bags, working with beats and
Put the MCs in ’em, season ’em, put ’em on a beat with me, then I’m eating ’em
Get away from the table, you rappers ain’t hungry enough, you rappers ain’t hungry like us
They talk about me like I’m here, they talk about you like you was

That nurse came into my room, she told me I’m sick in the head
I’m in hip-hop’s hospital bed with a pad and a pen and a brace on my neck
They told me that I’m never leaving.
Why? I am as ill as it gets
Any rapper that say that they runnin’ the game, I’mma come in they session and cut off they legs, woo

Strap a grenade to my head, pull out the pin
My music is mind blowin’, ain’t nobody do it like I do it
You ain’t never been on my level, I got a problem in the way
To keep ’em talking and acting like everybody gonna get up in a sleep with your eyes open
You wanna know what I noticed?
I look around at my fan base—it ain’t ready
That last album was heavy, that last album was gritty
How you gon’ match that? Just let me
Do what I do best
You’re better off playing Russian roulette
Than comin’ in a booth with me ’cause I get
A little bit intense, I’m like, “Who’s next?”
Y’all better watch it, take a look at where the clock is
It’s my time, this ladder of music that I climbed, I took the machete, the game isn’t ready
Them rappers, they coming up on me, I cut off the ladder, and I told ’em, “bye-bye”
What you lookin’ for? A high-five?
Nice try.

Do not believe everything that you read on the Internet
I do not know who your dentist is, but he should clean out your mouth
Don’t call me a sell-out, that’s something I’ve never been
I’ve been through hell all my life though
But I know where heaven is
Father forgive me, for I am a sinner
But you gave me music as medicine

And nobody want a problem when they get in my zone better leave me be
I’m a mean MC, better feed me rappers or feed me beats, ah, feed me both of ’em
They like “Nate, what’s it like to be famous?”
Um, I’ll let you know if I make it
I wonder what life would be like if I didn’t stick out my neck
200 dollars inside of my bank account, woo, I was living on that
I need some money to pay for my rent, I need some money to pay for my gas
I’m not complaining, I’m just being honest, I promise that I will not beg for respect

I get so frustrated, take a look at what I created
Time is wasting and I ain’t waiting
I’m a doctor with no job
Me, I don’t have no patience
I keep pacing back and forth, I keep racing
You ain’t never been in my book and I got a problem with it, why? ‘Cause you acting like you read my pages
I wreck these stages, real talk, better give me space ’cause I am chasing
Something they told me that I won’t make it, I’m not famous, I’m just Nathan

And I wonder how the world gon’ take this
They might hate it, but you don’t know anything about me, you know that don’t mean I’m changing
‘Cause you know I’m real with it, don’t care if you feeling it
I’m feeling it, you don’t like it then deal with it, and if God ain’t real, real isn’t
You still wonder why I existed, I exist in the world that’s real different
And what you gon’ be when you grow up, Nate? I doubt they will get it

My life is a mess, better watch your step when you step in it
Some of this brain is off limits I’m off in a world that you don’t get ’cause you ain’t ever been in it
In 10 minutes, I still couldn’t explain what’s inside my brain, don’t mess with it
I’ve invested a lot of me inside these lines, I’m just protecting ’em

Everybody wanna hear the real version of life then don’t get so sensitive
When I say something a little bit raw
I jot my thoughts and they call it negative
You wanna know where my heart is?
I stand out ’cause I wear my garbage
I work my hardest and every time I look into the mirror, don’t forget about where I started

Tell me what am I doing?
Tell me what am I doing?
Tell me what am I, what am I doing?
Mmm
Tell me what am I doing?
I say what am I doing?
Tell me what am I doing here?
If I’m not being real, mmm



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September 21, 2016

Blue October – Light You Up

Posted in Images, Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post, Song Comment tagged , , at 3:44 pm by LynxLee

A quick apology for the profanity in this post first hand, but great music from great artists like this needs to be shared. There are days when we get addicted to something bad, something that makes you want it all the time. When you get over the addiction, you battle your way through it with hate – mainly because you love something else even more than that. This track expresses that emotion very very well, and probably might make you feel good too. As I said, there’s profanity – so if you can’t handle the F word, please navigate away. Yet, there’s a YouTube comment that states – “f**k you has never been used so beautifully”. This is for those I have to HATE to protect those I LOVE.

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I can’t explain the way I feel inside
Maybe because it’s I’m through
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up
So I light you up
You can’t admit your poison
Go run and hide
Fuck you
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up


I’m never gonna give up
Remember what abuse did
It’s time you look at facing
As if you were in anyway understood

It always lowered me to downsize
It always lowered my faith
But it’s in the corner rising next to me
It’s in the corner like it upstage

I can’t explain the way I feel inside
Maybe because it’s I’m through
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up
So I light you up
You can’t admit your poison
Go run and hide
Fuck you
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up

I said I wouldn’t fail you
It’s something sorry couldn’t sell you
A slow rain, a time bomb
Disconnect it won’t erase what I’d done wrong

In no way is it worth
Losing everything I am including these words
Your heart in my hands
I’m sick as all my secrets that’s why this hurts

I can’t explain the way I feel inside
Maybe because it’s I’m through
Yeah, you heard it
So I light you up
You can’t admit your poison
Go run and hide
Fuck you
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up

‘Cause they’ll put me in the crazy house
And it put me in the crazy farm
And I’m never gonna get back out
I’m never ever gonna treat you wrong
Get down to the earth and the people
Get down to the earth in your bed
That’s where I’m gonna go
And where I’ll never go
When I’m in my motherfucking head.

So tell your mom, tell your dad, tell your family
That I’m beyond the unreasonable sinking ship
You see I never took the time
Never took the time
Never took the time
To learn all about these things you call a relationship

I can’t explain the way I feel inside
Maybe because it’s
Fuck you
Yeah, you heard it
So I light you up
You can’t admit your poison
Go run and hide
I’m through
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up

September 2, 2016

Evans Blue – Alone Not Lonely

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Song Comment tagged , at 2:01 pm by LynxLee

Days of watching Evanescence haunts me yet again. I’ve never felt this energy, and I like it. I can’t stay back down. Even if I have to do this alone, I will.

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I can’t let you in
I feel like choking then holding
You’re breaking the skin
This isn’t hope that I’m holding
No love you can give
Not lonely, I’ve chosen
To bleed here again and again

You’re a book, you’re a photograph
You’re a plaque on the wall or a knickknack haiku
You’re the voice of a guilty man who doesn’t call your name
Until he needs to be lied to
Call me vicious, cast your stones on me
You’re the death of a million men
You’re the face we defend with a patient virtue
You’re the judge of when a life should end
Or when a war begins, you’re such a perfect statue

You wear your necklace like you wear your noose
You fear your comfort anyway you choose
But I’m not like you!

I’m alone, I’m not lonely
I can’t let you in
I feel like choking then holding
You’re breaking the skin
This isn’t hope that I’m holding
No love you can give
Not lonely, I’ve chosen
To bleed here again and again

Now I wake up to the sound of the mourning
I feel infection
Eyes shut to the absent heartbeat
Too late to question
Will you surrender or will you lose
I love the way you blur your vision, I feel your passion
Never give up until the path you’re living finds your intention

Call me evil cause I’m not like you
You fear your comfort anyway you choose
But I’m not like you!

I’m alone, I’m not lonely
I can’t let you in
I feel like choking then holding
You’re breaking the skin
This isn’t hope that I’m holding
No love you can give
Not lonely, I’ve chosen
To bleed here again and again

One man buys the life
That someone controls the night
He died…

I’m alone, I’m not lonely
I can’t let you in
I feel like choking then holding
You’re breaking the skin
This isn’t hope that I’m holding
No love you can give
Not lonely, I’ve chosen
To bleed here again and again

July 11, 2016

Tim McGraw – Humble And Kind

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post, Song Comment tagged , , , , at 10:31 am by LynxLee

If you think that good music and good lyrics are only around back in the days, you’ve probably haven’t been searching hard enough. Tim McGraw’s raw advice lyrics instills good principles and values into the listeners. This would be the great type of song to get the young ones to listen and enjoy it. The music video itself is a work of art, a celebration of life. With so many things happening around us these days, it’s hard to like people singing to do the right thing or always speaking out that they’re happy; but tracks like these won’t bother you – they’re just giving you good advice – Talk Less, Smile More. Always Stay Humble and Kind.

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Don’t steal, don’t cheat, and don’t lie
I know you got moutains to climb but
Always stay humble and kind
When the dreams you’re dreamin’ come to you
When the work you put in is realized
Let yourself feel the pride but
Always stay humble and kind

You know there’s a light that glows by the front door
Don’t forget the keys under the mat
When childhood stars shine, always stay humble and kind
Go to church cause your momma says too
Visit grandpa every chance that you can
It won’t be wasted time
Always stay humble and kind

Hold the door say please say thank you
Don’t steal, don’t cheat, and don’t lie
I know you got moutains to climb but
Always stay humble and kind
When the dreams you’re dreamin’ come to you
When the work you put in is realized
Let yourself feel the pride but
Always stay humble and kind

Don’t expect a free ride from no one
Don’t hold a grudge or a chip and here’s why
Bitterness keeps you from flying
Always stay humble and kind
Know the difference with sleeping with someone
And sleeping with someone you love
I love you ain’t no pick up line so
Always stay humble and kind

Hold the door say please say thank you
Don’t steal, don’t cheat, and don’t lie
I know you got moutains to climb but
Always stay humble and kind
When the dreams you’re dreamin’ come to you
When the work you put in is realized
Let yourself feel the pride but
Always stay humble and kind

When it’s hot, eat a root beer popsicle
Shut off the ac and roll the windows down
Let that summer sun shine
Always stay humble and kind
Don’t take for granted the love this life gives you
When you get where you’re goin’
Don’t forget turn back around
And help the next one in line
Always stay humble and kind

July 5, 2016

Roxette – Fading Like A Flower

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Song Comment tagged at 11:46 pm by LynxLee

I’ve been listening to the new Roxette album, but honestly it can’t get better than this track. Listening to this song itself transport you to those days the past when you’d melt when you see you’re crush. More importantly, when you start fading like a flower. Ah, good times. Looking back and laugh at those days, because it’s always better today and tomorrow.

Every time I see you oh I try to But when we meet it seems I can’t let go
Every time you leave the room I feel I’m fading like a flower

In a time where the sun descends alone
I ran a long long way from home
To find a heart that’s made of stone
I will try, I just need a little time
To get your face right out of my mind
To see the world through different eyes
Every time I see you oh I try to hide away
But when we meet it seems I can’t let go
Every time you leave the room I feel I’m fading like a flower
Tell me why
When I scream there’s no reply
When I reach out there’s nothing to find
When I sleep I break down and cry
Cry, yeah
Every time I see you oh I try to hide away
But when we meet it seems I can’t let go
Every time you leave the room I feel I’m fading like a flower
Fading like a rose
Fading like a rose
Beaten by the storm
Talking to myself
Getting washed by the rain
It’s such a cold cold town
Oh, it’s a such cold town
Every time I see you oh I try to hide away
But when we meet it seems I can’t let go
Every time you leave the room I feel I’m fading like a flower

June 30, 2016

Kelly Clarkson – Tightrope

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Song Comment tagged at 3:39 pm by LynxLee

I would easily declare this song Kelly Clarkson’s best performance in a sentimental track. Interesting expression though, I can imagine the keyword for Tightrope being “Tension”. If you think about it, it really is a balancing act too.

1100052You’re on the tightrope, I’ve got my reasons
How did we get so tangled?
You turn, I stay straight, I bend as you break
We’re so messed up, but I know
That you and I will fall in time, eventually
Or maybe we’ll both die trying

I’m on the tightrope, you’ve got your reasons
When did it get so hard to breathe?
Hot in the spotlight, I’m feelin’ so tired
Your hands are burned from holdin’ me
And maybe you and I will fall in time
Eventually
Maybe we’ll both die trying
But I can’t bring myself to leave
‘Cause I’ve looked

And I ain’t seen nothin’ like you
The way you light up every room tonight
So easily
And I have moved mountains, babe
Just to stumble into your good grace
And I, I still can’t compete

You’re on the tightrope, I’ve got my reasons
How did we get so tangled?
You turn, I stay straight, I bend as you break
We’re so messed up, but I know
That you and I will fall in time, eventually
Or maybe we’ll both die trying

‘Cause I ain’t seen nothin’ like you
The way you light up every room tonight
So easily
And I have moved mountains, babe
Just to stumble into your good grace
And I, I still can’t compete

Oh, you and I will fall in time eventually
Or maybe we’ll both die trying

‘Cause I ain’t seen nothin’ like you
The way you light up every room tonight
So easily
And I have moved mountains, babe
Just to stumble into your good grace
And I, I still can’t compete

Troye Sivan ft. Alex Hope – Blue

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Song Comment tagged , at 10:24 am by LynxLee

Alex Hope has got such a beautiful voice. Troye Sivan’s got this unique vocals. Blue was exactly the type of track you’d listen if you’re feeling Blue. Love it.

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All your lights are red, but I’m green to go
Used to see you high, now you’re only low
All your lights are red but I’m green to go

I want you
I’ll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I’m looking up at you
I want you
I’ll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I’m looking up at you

Life it’s hard, I know
All your lights are red, but I’m green to go
Used to see you high, now you’re only low
All your lights are red but I’m green to go

I want you
I’ll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I’m looking up at you
I want you
I’ll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I’m looking up at you

I can’t say no
Though the lights are on
There’s nobody home
Swore I’d never lose control
Then I fell in love with a heart that beats so slow

I want you
I’ll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I’m looking up at you
I want you
I’ll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I’m looking up at you

I know you’re seeing black and white
So I’ll paint you a clear blue sky
Without you I am colour-blind
It’s raining every time I open my eyes
I know you’re seeing black and white
So I’ll paint you a clear blue sky
Without you I am colour-blind
It’s raining every time I open my eyes

I want you
I’ll colour me blue
Only seeing myself
When I’m looking up at you
When I’m looking up at you

I want you
I’ll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I’m looking up at you
I want you
I’ll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I’m looking up at you

I want you
I’ll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I’m looking up at you

June 21, 2016

Lin-Manuel Miranda ft. Phillipa Soo (Hamilton Broadway Musical) – That Would Be Enough

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post, Song Comment tagged , , , at 1:25 pm by LynxLee

Reasons why I watch Broadway or West End Productions – stories, music, acting, impacts, emotions, flow, packed, love, lyrics, orchestra, live, real. I don’t think there’s any better – people who does triple threat (Act, Sing, Dance) and yet they love it so much that they do it everyday. Watching it with a packed audience feeling the same way enjoying the amazing things happening on stage – right in front of your face. There’s simply nothing like it.

I’ve stumbled upon “Hamilton” from watching James Cordens’ Mic Drop with Kevin Hart to James Corden’s Carpool with Lin-Manuel Miranda and the Broadway stars. In fact, I’m gonna watch the 2016 Tony Awards soon with my wife – on tv.

Songs like these (i.e. Wicked’s For Good) just invoke an emotional center in you that makes you feel loving is worth every action you take. The very care of lyrics and vocals just ensures you that life is worth living. Perhaps I’m exaggerating, but it really does – at least for me. Being in awareness that someone will be there for you no matter what you are going through and staying strong through it all speaks volumes in the matters of the heart. I don’t know about you, but to me – That Would Be Enough.

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I relish being your wife
Look around, look around…

Look at where you are
Look at where you started
The fact that you’re alive is a miracle
Just stay alive, that would be enough

And if this child
Shares a fraction of your smile
Or a fragment of your mind, look out world!
That would be enough

I don’t pretend to know
The challenges you’re facing
The worlds you keep erasing and creating in your mind

But I’m not afraid
I know who I married
So long as you come home at the end of the day
That would be enough

We don’t need a legacy
We don’t need money
If I could grant you peace of mind
If you could let me inside your heart…

Oh, let me be a part of the narrative
In the story they will write someday
Let this moment be the first chapter:
Where you decide to stay
And I could be enough
And we could be enough
That would be enough

[ELIZA]
Look around, look around at how lucky we are
To be alive right now
Look around, look around…

[HAMILTON]
How long have you known?

[ELIZA]
A month or so

[HAMILTON]
Eliza, you should have told me

[ELIZA]
I wrote to the General a month ago

[HAMILTON]
No

[ELIZA]
I begged him to send you home

[HAMILTON]
You should have told me

[ELIZA]
I’m not sorry

[ELIZA]
I knew you’d fight
Until the war was won

But you deserve a chance to meet your son
Look around, look around at how lucky we are
To be alive right now.

[HAMILTON]
The war’s not
Done.

[HAMILTON]
Will you relish being a poor man’s wife
Unable to provide for your life?

[ELIZA]
I relish being your wife
Look around, look around…

Look at where you are
Look at where you started
The fact that you’re alive is a miracle
Just stay alive, that would be enough

And if this child
Shares a fraction of your smile
Or a fragment of your mind, look out world!
That would be enough

I don’t pretend to know
The challenges you’re facing
The worlds you keep erasing and creating in your mind

But I’m not afraid
I know who I married
So long as you come home at the end of the day
That would be enough

We don’t need a legacy
We don’t need money
If I could grant you peace of mind
If you could let me inside your heart…

Oh, let me be a part of the narrative
In the story they will write someday
Let this moment be the first chapter:
Where you decide to stay
And I could be enough
And we could be enough
That would be enough

June 17, 2016

Kari Kimmel – Every Second

Posted in Lyrics, Personal Post, Song Comment tagged , , , at 11:29 am by LynxLee

If you’ve been following my blog for some time, you’d know I simply love artists that bear their soul. Love songs, family, expression of struggles, hope, strength, faith and a lot more.

I do judge a book by it’s cover; but for what’s it worth – I do dedicate myself to certain people I like/love and change accordingly. I don’t waste time when it comes to feelings, I mean – we’re living every second until the day we die.. shouldn’t we measure it by love?

Kari Kimmel has always been a favourite for me ever since I heard her songs. Bear in mind I’m all the way here in Malaysia listening to artists in United States. I’ve listened to her 11 tracks in her latest album (released two days ago – 15th June 2016) and identified track 1, 8 (this one) and 11 to be the best ones (food for the sentimental soul of mine). Feel free to click on her album below and support her via iTunes. And yes, I did write the lyrics below by hand – obviously copyrighted by Kari Kimmel’s Recording Company.

She posted the below under Facebook:
“Having spent the past year welcoming her baby Poppy into the world, aptly titled “Poppyfields”, this album captures Kari at her most vulnerable, harnessing a collection of songs written for film that capture those familiar moments that make us feel alive.”

Can’t get more “vulnerable” than this track.

Travel over, Hold on, Express yourself – we won’t know what’s coming; but we’d know what we’d lose if we don’t.

Don’t waste “every second”. Go for it.

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I feel your fingers when you’re holding tight to me
I can’t believe we’re standing here
I couldn’t write a better story on a crazy dream
We were always meant to be

I can’t believe this is real
And I can’t believe it’s happening
You’re everything to me
There isn’t a doubt in my mind
Nothing could be more perfect or right

I’m falling way too hard
I’m falling way too far
Every second that I’m with you
Every second that I’m with you
I risked it all
So deep in love
Every second that I’m with you
Every second that I’m with you

I feel your fingers when you’re holding tight to me
I can’t believe we’re standing here
I couldn’t write a better story on a crazy dream
We were always meant to be

And that’s what keeps me holding on

I’m falling way too hard
I’m falling way too far
Every second that I’m with you
Every second that I’m with you
I risked it all
So deep in love
Every second that I’m with you
Every second that I’m with you

I’ve been waiting for this for so long

I can’t explain it
I just know I can’t walk away
I know that I can’t walk away

Sometimes it’s so crazy game I don’t know how to play
But I know that you feel the same

That’s what keeps me holding on

I’m falling way too hard
I’m falling way too far
Every second that I’m with you
Every second that I’m with you
I risked it all
So deep in love
Every second that I’m with you
Every second that I’m with you

I can’t believe this is real
And I can’t believe it’s happening
You’re everything to me
There isn’t a doubt in my mind
Nothing could be more perfect or right

I’m falling way too hard
I’m falling way too far
Every second that I’m with you
Every second that I’m with you
I risked it all
So deep in love
Every second that I’m with you
Every second that I’m with you

I’ve been waiting for this for so long

June 15, 2016

Blue October – Break Ground

Posted in Lyrics, Music Video, Personal Post, Song Comment tagged , at 1:48 pm by LynxLee

“If I could be good enough, then I would be blown away. And I could be their everyone, and I could be there everyday. If I could let go, then I could change the world, but I can’t stop always tearing myself down.”

I don’t think I’ve heard such a more profound lyric in such a nice relaxing tune. Perhaps it’s my own self limiting awareness, but it’s for my own comfort to be humble. I know I am good enough, but I do want to be good enough as well. This summarize how I feel when things bring me down. Ever since I posted Home, I started listening to this band’s album – I love the lyrics, vocals and style.

I feel like I could; Break Ground.

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If I could be good enough, then I would be blown away.
And I could be their everyone, and I could be there everyday.
If I could be good enough, then I could just glow.

If I could let go, then I could change the world, but I can’t stop always tearing myself down.
I can be good enough. Yeah, I will break ground.

Pain comes, lonely, weekend, shoulder, been here before.
Locked up, stepped on, so prominent, so loud, I can’t belong.
Only by my so wide-eyed other side I can’t belong.
Rain comes, priceless, do whatever works best, been here before.

If I could be good enough, then I would be blown away.
And I could be their everyone, and I could be there everyday.
If I could be good enough, then I could just glow.

If I could let go, then I could change the world, but I can’t stop always tearing myself down.
I can be good enough. Yeah, I will break ground.

I focus on the dawn, man, ’cause something doesn’t feel right.
I feel it in my bones like God is throwing stones. Yeah, I’m gonna find the light.
And the weight of what you’re going through is bigger than your will to change.
You have to start somewhere; despair won’t wear wherever again.

If I could be good enough, then I would be blown away.
And I could be their everyone, and I could be there everyday.
If I could be good enough, then I could just glow.

If I could let go, then I could change the world, but I can’t stop always tearing myself down.
I can be good enough. Yeah, I will break ground.

Proud. Calm. Loud. Strong. Heart. Soul. I let go.

If I could let go, then I could change the world, but I can’t stop always tearing myself down.
I can be good enough. Yeah, I will break ground, but I can’t stop always tearing myself down.
I can be good enough. Yeah, I will break ground. Yeah, I will break ground.
I can be good enough. Yeah, I will break ground.

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