October 26, 2006

Nothing Hurtful Left to Say

Posted in Personal Lyrics tagged at 10:52 pm by LynxLee

I’m fine alone after my previous relationship
I’m glad I’m trying to move on
One day, this girl just came into picture
She was appealing to me

I guess I felt a crush & kept calling her
I thought it’s a start of love
But now I know it’s just a “fling”, in her own words,
I guess I expected too much

So after one day, I called on her
So after that day, she just let me go
So what can I say when I just did what I’m told?
I just had to hold on to what I know

She’s no longer interested in me
I’m no longer wanting to try harder
So I stop pursuing in hopes I’m better
& that’s when she messaged me

“Oh now it’s just a rainy day?”
“Oh now you’re better off alone?”
“So didn’t you want me from the start?”
“Then why didn’t you..”
“control yourself then”

*Chorus*
I’m not gonna waste my time on you,
The way I feel was completely out of view
When you gave me silence
While I was trying to..
I needn’t say anything more

Here, let me explain,
I did what I can,
I kept trying when you were out with those guys
What did you expected of me?

I was hurt inside but now I’m stronger;
you were the vice-versa of me then,
I don’t care what you think but I didn’t just play around
You’re afraid of commitment, and now you’re just hurtin’ me
hurtin’ me
Right from the start; you were hurting me

Well, can’t you see? I was begging for you
When I’m no longer needing you,
that’s when you want me too

It’s a typical world of girls
It’s a typical way of life
You just call me when you need me
& now I’m “that way”
Stop playing those mind games on me

To say that I’m ok.. ok.. I was fine ’till u hurt me
Now I am better.. better.. just stop the pain of words

*Chorus*
I’m not gonna waste my time on you,
The way I feel was completely out of view
When you gave me silence
While I was trying to..
I needn’t say anything more

Here I feel terrible for making you feel that way
But now you make it like I don’t have a care or say
Don’t care at all…?
Drop a message, drop me a call; I’ll reply you in a heartbeat
But when I do that, you’re busy for so long
“Don’t care at ALL”?

I don’t need to feel this way
I didn’t need to feel “that way” from the start
I guess now I know you & I feel you
This time; I’m SO disappointed
There’s nothing left to say

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October 18, 2006

Can’t Help The Flow of Feelings

Posted in Personal Lyrics tagged at 11:39 am by LynxLee

I call you on the phone a while back,
& I can’t seem to put it down,
Even if we didn’t speak,
I just felt like so weak;
Speechless & Confused.

Here I know that it’s probably nothing,
yet how could it be when I’m feeling this way,
Can’t help it that day & I’m weaker by now,
& I just don’t know what to do.

It’s just typically me for falling,
It’s just typically me for failing,
I just can’t help myself,
when you’re all over me (in my head)
& I get so crazy about you (that way)

I’m wondering what I’m thinking,
I’m just thinking what I’m feeling,
Is this just a part of a game?
Cause it’s driving me insane,
& if you’re feeling the same,
I think I need to work it out

I feel like I’m clapping with one hand,
Making no noises with where I stand,
It’s my first time here, like a tourist live near;
Maybe I need to get use to it (with fear)

It’s just typically me for falling,
It’s just typically me for failing,
I just can’t help myself,
when you’re all over me (in my head)
& I get so crazy about you (that way)

Here’s my hand (I think it’s just an interlude)
Here’s my hug (We’re in the bridge now)
Here’s my kiss (We’re getting warmer, it’s like the verse this time)
Here’s my heart (I just don’t want to be stuck in the chorus, not again..)

I’ve been through this before,
It’s like drowning by the shore,
The pool’s not even deep,
Like a small girl I would weep;
I just want my life back (as just another guy)

It’s just typically me for falling,
It’s just typically me for failing,
I just can’t help myself,
when you’re all over me (in my head)
& I get so crazy about you (that way)

I need to mend this situation,
I need to breathe the air into my life,
It’s just a quiet revelation,
Where I fix the situation (with words),
& we follow the flow of feelings.