June 29, 2009

Heartache Everytime I Know

Posted in Images, Personal Lyrics tagged at 2:03 pm by LynxLee

credit: emilygrace (via Flickr)

I visited her blog today
Two postage of broken hearted poems
It’s been months since I “brave” away
Just kept thinking why can’t it be simpler

I feel really small now
Like the world is getting bigger
My 15 inch laptop screen seem so big
Everytime I get news on her

Heart hurts and not level headed
So light like Hydrogen
Can’t think of anything else
But what can I do when there’s nothing else?

She wanted to see me she says
Though for months I’ve tried to meet her
The last message she tells me, it’s cruel
That she wanted to see me for a short, “or else”
How could she be so?
How can I be so gullible?

I’m not sure if I’d fall in love anymore
Though I do hope so
I feel what I feel is what I miss inside me
So much more to explore
So much more I’m keeping inside
So hurt, but what’s the use?

She’s always so angry
She’s always so high
Why can’t she see I’m not happy?
Why does she denies all of “my”?

I gave up on expression
Yet to feel empty inside as I keep it
Now there’s nothing I want to hold back to

I want to free my life from you
Ignorance!

Be gone from me

I want to live free
Please express your love to me
No more “Fine, let it be!”

I wish she’d come down
I wish she stop lying to herself
I wish she’s happy
I suppose I should stop wishing if I want her happy now

So I’ve seen the signs..
Yet I deny the truth..
until I see the pictures..
It’s clear now that it’s just no use.

Feelin’ Hurtful.